10/03/26
i am so fucking scared right now dawg
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stupid evil blog for VAGUELY pim adjacent thoughts!!!!!!!!!
i don't even know what im gnna let myself ramble about on thsi tbh .
get ready
19/03/26
uuu earlier i was doing some writing in my huggeee ass google doc of fics and poetry n whatever and i sorta forgot how much fun it was to write?! like the last time i was super into it was towards the middle to later half of last year when i was still big into disco elysium.. which checks out i guess considering the nature of that game lol.
but anywyas, after talking to friends and recently sharing my slightly more sensitive art on tumblr,, i've really been in the mood to draw more!! i feel like whenever i've had the time to draw recently it's ALWAYSS when i've been wayy too tired after a long day of uni or work.. so hopefully waxing poetic about art censorship and being raw to my friends sparked my inspiration .??
ugugg thinking about art even for a moment makes me soo excited,, i love art and looking at stuff sooo much.. i can't wait to draw more pims based off of myself. best therapy evaaaa!!! sick of worrying about what other people think abt my art.
uuu earlier i was doing some writing in my huggeee ass google doc of fics and poetry n whatever and i sorta forgot how much fun it was to write?! like the last time i was super into it was towards the middle to later half of last year when i was still big into disco elysium.. which checks out i guess considering the nature of that game lol.
but anywyas, after talking to friends and recently sharing my slightly more sensitive art on tumblr,, i've really been in the mood to draw more!! i feel like whenever i've had the time to draw recently it's ALWAYSS when i've been wayy too tired after a long day of uni or work.. so hopefully waxing poetic about art censorship and being raw to my friends sparked my inspiration .??
ugugg thinking about art even for a moment makes me soo excited,, i love art and looking at stuff sooo much.. i can't wait to draw more pims based off of myself. best therapy evaaaa!!! sick of worrying about what other people think abt my art.
29/03/26
i was on call with my friends and i was just sitting around drawing and whatever and i dont even know how, but i started thinking about pim's nerve ending. in particular, i thought about the fact that he had more hair.. nerve... things when he was younger and now he only has one as an adult? and then for some reason someone in my brain said "hey, what if his father ripped all of them out when he was younger and that's why he only has one left!" and it made me so genuinely upset and distraught that i almost yelled and cried out loud
i was on call with my friends and i was just sitting around drawing and whatever and i dont even know how, but i started thinking about pim's nerve ending. in particular, i thought about the fact that he had more hair.. nerve... things when he was younger and now he only has one as an adult? and then for some reason someone in my brain said "hey, what if his father ripped all of them out when he was younger and that's why he only has one left!" and it made me so genuinely upset and distraught that i almost yelled and cried out loud
30/03/26
was on call with friends AGAIN and we brought up how some people fr just suckkk at making good gijinkas of characters.. especially if they're gender bending a male character into a woman. half of the time it looks like the lamest gooner slop everrr with the same big boobs+thighs and a tiny waist. do these tasteless mfs only goon to the same cookie cutter slop?!? unsexiest mfs aliveee ffs.... made some ms paint doodles of a human girl pim on ms paint while heatedly talking about it .. tbh this leans more like a hypothetical cosplan than an actual humanisation.
like theyre not the best- i literally threw them together within a few minutes but like come on at least TRY to put some thought into yr gijinkas ??!? like i gave pim strabismus (hypotropia) that maybe coudlve been the outcome of her being abused or something during childhood,,, n similarly,,, maybe u could turn her exposed nerve ending into either an ahoge or stitches along her head from said abuse ?? both even? i need to do more research on some conditions pimmy could have since i would like to incorporate some form of hair pulling or baldness.. but a bob for laziness rn, lol. idk. and i figured her glasses could be used to resemble the hugeee critter eyes!! also,,, a part of me wanted to give her a bunch of piercings. i like to hc her as once having a counselling type profession where she helps out people bc she came from a rlly dark place where she didnt receive the proper help she needed. and maybe as a part of her healing journey, she discovered that she likes to cope with things by getting cool piercings and stuff, LOL. i wanna refine her a bit more tbhhhh but idk how to draw the critters as humans without losing some of the essence that comes from their original designs. sighs . back to the trenches....
was on call with friends AGAIN and we brought up how some people fr just suckkk at making good gijinkas of characters.. especially if they're gender bending a male character into a woman. half of the time it looks like the lamest gooner slop everrr with the same big boobs+thighs and a tiny waist. do these tasteless mfs only goon to the same cookie cutter slop?!? unsexiest mfs aliveee ffs.... made some ms paint doodles of a human girl pim on ms paint while heatedly talking about it .. tbh this leans more like a hypothetical cosplan than an actual humanisation.
like theyre not the best- i literally threw them together within a few minutes but like come on at least TRY to put some thought into yr gijinkas ??!? like i gave pim strabismus (hypotropia) that maybe coudlve been the outcome of her being abused or something during childhood,,, n similarly,,, maybe u could turn her exposed nerve ending into either an ahoge or stitches along her head from said abuse ?? both even? i need to do more research on some conditions pimmy could have since i would like to incorporate some form of hair pulling or baldness.. but a bob for laziness rn, lol. idk. and i figured her glasses could be used to resemble the hugeee critter eyes!! also,,, a part of me wanted to give her a bunch of piercings. i like to hc her as once having a counselling type profession where she helps out people bc she came from a rlly dark place where she didnt receive the proper help she needed. and maybe as a part of her healing journey, she discovered that she likes to cope with things by getting cool piercings and stuff, LOL. i wanna refine her a bit more tbhhhh but idk how to draw the critters as humans without losing some of the essence that comes from their original designs. sighs . back to the trenches....
19/04/26
for a couple days i felt soo happy and energised and at ease with being alive .. thinking about fun things and living happily, but it's crashed all down again!! i hate my brain sometimes, man.. alll that's helped was doin some oshikatsu which was nice. ive also been playing my tomodachi life save with pimmy in it. but then i close it to let them rest and then what. im right where i left off
for a couple days i felt soo happy and energised and at ease with being alive .. thinking about fun things and living happily, but it's crashed all down again!! i hate my brain sometimes, man.. alll that's helped was doin some oshikatsu which was nice. ive also been playing my tomodachi life save with pimmy in it. but then i close it to let them rest and then what. im right where i left off
21/04/26
i've stillll been stuck in the same low as a couple days ago which has been the worse since i have a buncha uni work i need to get to. but even though im not rlly able to get enough energy to do anything, i reallyy want to make some critter adjacent type of persona? thingy? so that when im making art of psychological pimmy stuff its my own character and not literally just Pim Pimling Smiling Friend.
i've never been good with making personas though, every time i make one it lasts for at least 2 weeks and then i don't resonate with it anymore. how tff do ppl make themselves personas that they actually like using ??! also. that 5 min humanisation from that earlier pmo
i've stillll been stuck in the same low as a couple days ago which has been the worse since i have a buncha uni work i need to get to. but even though im not rlly able to get enough energy to do anything, i reallyy want to make some critter adjacent type of persona? thingy? so that when im making art of psychological pimmy stuff its my own character and not literally just Pim Pimling Smiling Friend.
i've never been good with making personas though, every time i make one it lasts for at least 2 weeks and then i don't resonate with it anymore. how tff do ppl make themselves personas that they actually like using ??! also. that 5 min humanisation from that earlier pmo